- BasKetball - mY - LiFe -

2009-05-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

I just simply tired !!!!!!!!!!!!! tired of everything, i am going to be crazy soon, i need a break, i wan to leave this island and go some where far far away leaving all my bad memory behind, and come back wif a new soul ... simple to said if i disappear, dun come find me back, i just wish to be alone ... it's just too hurtful for me to take it ... i maybe cheerful but deep in my heart, i feel like crying my heart out ... it take two hand to clap, i hope u will understand that i reali love u, i can wait for a veri long time before us to be together but if u can't over tat something no matter how much i did is oso useless ... i had been trying veri hard to look on the bright side, cheering u up and not letting u know that i am feeling down oso, cox i dun wish to add on to ur stress ... i jus wish to accompany u till the end, and nv look back ... no matter wad is the outcome, i reali had no more regret, as i did my veri best in everything just that fate and destiny had ended us, memory is alway the sweetness ... i am feeling veri guitly that i can't accompany u much, one week onli two days which is the weekend, i dun know how long u could it, if we are together one day than we break up cox of this reason, it will be my biggest regret in life ... i maybe imperfect, but i am reali true to u ... i hope that u could u feel it ... someday, sometime, i will be gone quietly wif the wind without letting u know that i am gone ... when u had realise i am gone. means i am given up on everything ... but i will lock our sweet memory in my heart ... just wish cherish everything and live wif no regret if something bad happen ...

Regards
SKY

Depression

2009-05-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

Today is the 6 of may, i am feeling damn down, so i decided to blog all my feeling out ... although i had selected as a pioneer team unicorns player, for the upcoming match, i am not happy at all, i miss queen, todae is our no contact day, i hope everything is going well for her ... i reali wish to call u but i just stop myself from doing so, cox i mux keep my promise, as to me, promise is meant to fulfill and not borken ... Today our jersey number is being give out, i am been given the number 7 which is my queens favourite number ... i am jus simply over the moon when i got it ... i reali feel like calling her to tell her tat, i am sure that she will be happi too ... haix ... still got 2 more hours before i could call her, i reali hope that she would answer my call after 12 ... cox i reali miss u, one days nv call u, i feel so empty ...

Team pioneers unicorns on number 7 ...

Sky and his queen

2009-05-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

Long time nv update blog lohx ... finally i am back into action, haha ... i am enjoying my everyday happily cox of u jeslene darling ... todae after i finish work, i went to meet queen at tamp, we walk to tamp 1 to walk around, next we headed down to simei's pet safari ... omg, the puppy there are simply adorable, how i wish i could keep one this at my home ... but too bad, my mummy gonna kill me, she will said human oso can't afford already still keep wad dog ... lolx ... pardon me ... tat's my beloved mum ... haha ... after pet safari, we took bus 38 from si mei to tamp blk 20 plus ... the bus driver was like the initial d driver, driving damn fast and cutting corner like nobody business ... we went to the pet shop there, i saw a 4 small bunny, there are just damn cute, i jus feel like buying one to keep ... but in the end i nv buy, so intend to buy one next month ...queen said if i buy one, she will come to my house to visit it everyday ... haha ... headed to mac for some drink and queen stuff my mouth wif full of fries ... but to me tat's wad i call love ... haha ... we headed to festival park to talk and slack, reali enjoy myself wif u ... just hope to spend more time wif u, looking forward see u again next week ... gonna rest soon, tml i am having friendly match agianst leng kee ... will be looking forward to that ... ciaox ... will update more tml ...

2009-04-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

- haiz -

2009-03-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

It's had been ages since i last update my blog, alot of things had been happening ... gd and bad ... it's a long story, life still had to move on, wad can i do ..? simply nth ... should i be happy or sad ..?

- I belong to my world of basketball -

2008-10-06T08:51:00.000-07:00

I am so dead tired ... alot of things had been happen to me ... now i am busy wif basketball life and working ... totally got no time to get involve into other things ...i am reali contented wif my life now, bball & frenx ... there is nth, i could wan to ask for now ... love life is suckx for me, beening hurt again and again till i am sick and tired of it ... when can i get a true love and i could last long ... it's reali all over, jus forget me bahx ... i can't be there for u anyone ... i had been hurt enough le ... win two game of icg le ... but wai wei, we are out le, although we make it to second round ... haix ... all best for me bahx ...

- it's all over -

2008-09-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

time files, alot of things had been happening, and i am jus like a fool being play around like a toy ... i know u still love him ... after thinking, it's reali all over le ... i can't be there for u anymore ... i need to move on wif life ... i am sorry ... forget me bahx ... i still belong to the world of basketball ....

女人女人 ,多希望你是好人, 多希望用你的真 ,让我不必再心疼

2008-09-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

Life for me had not been veri gd ... sick and down wif fever for so mani day, i still not getting any better ... wai wei is jus round the corner ... next sat vs whye nam ... our team is a strong one, hope can make it to top 8 bahx ... todae is sunday le, instead of giving me answer, u are jus ignoring my call and not replying my msg ... can u tell me wad u reali wan ..? at least give me an answer instead of running away from the truth ... if u tell me i am able to take it de ... sad sad sad ... i am jus like a toy being toy around wif ... i hate tat ...

- A new chapter of my life -

2008-09-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

Time files, now is aready september le ... alot of things had happen, got gd and bad ... a new chapter of my life had began, i had start work and hardly got time to play bball, match is jus around the corner and i am reali looking forward to it ... hope i am able to peform well and do well in this two upcoming match ... hahax ... i finally got a n95, it's my dream phone ... haha ... reali thanks alot to vivian ... she is flying off to taiwan today at 1 pm for a week, i wish her bon voyage ... hope she had fun there ... i will miss her de ... lolx ... got three new pet, a pair of love bird and a cockertiel ... love them to core ....as for working, it's fun for me, got to know two new and gd frenx, wei jie and wen bin ... haha... my mind now still in wonderland ... after updating my blog, i am going back to slp le ... veri veri tired ... going to become panda soon ... hahax ...

02-09-08, - Love Story Of Ah Dong & Hui Ying -

On this special day, we got together but sadly, ger going to start working on monday le, when she work means lesser time to meet up, i will miss her de ... but as bf mux understand ... shs oso had to accompany frenx and family, so i can't expect much from her ... jus hope she will take gd care of urself jiu ok le ... hope, she is happi wif me bahx ...

Tat's all for todae, i wan go back slp le ... nitex all ... ciaox ...

- A new start of life -

2008-08-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

IT had been million years since i last update my blog ... alot of things had happen, got gd and bad things ... hahax ... pioneer cup finally finish le, we are third in placing ... i had been selected for wai wei, ICG ... i am so happy, finally got work now, i am working for lao de(jason) now ... i got a new pet cockertiel ... will update more, lazy now ...

- ORD LOHX -

2008-06-16T03:26:00.000-07:00

It's time to update my blog before my tagboard got flood by hui ting asking me to update my blog .... haha ... time files, in jus two day, i gonna ord ... two year jus flew pass like in a blink of eyes, i can't wait for my hair to dye to copper red again ... haha ... had beeing going fishing at lower seletar reservior wif alan for the two sat, last week was more happening than this ... due to raining the whole day, manage to catch one whopper pb and two sultan fish on chicken liver ... this week buy two kg of chicken liver but onli mange catch a two kg toman and countless of baby pb of fly ... haha ... gonna rest for this sat, as alan got to study for exam while i got a wedding dinner to attend to ... when to my grandma's house ytd, had a small gathering wif my biao jie, biao jie fu and xiao jiu jiu and his future wife to be ... hmmm ... love tat gathering, got a LV wallet from my beloved biao jie, i love the wallet to core man ... haha ... after tat meet kent at 651 while jess took at cab down to 948, didn't enjoy playing there due to some idiot ... lolx ... he is a jus a mother fucker ... joo and wei te came down to find me, and play awhile of three on three wif them before processing to had my dinner ... haha ... my bao bei went to japan and will online return on this sat, i hope she is enjoying herself there, although i miss her ... i am looking forward to this sunday more, ACS parker, playing bball and wif the gers too ... wahhaha ... memory is still the best there, cox i use to play bbaxn there ...

A special msg to joo jie and wei te, reali thanks alot for being there for me whenever i need ur ... i reali appreciate tat ... xie xie ni ...

Princess, eight letters, three word, one meaning - i love u bao bei ... muackx ... lovinf forward for u to come back worx ...

- postpone of pioneer cup and new frenx for me -

2008-06-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm ... jus finish my dinner, so full ... hav a dinner of consist of meat ball soup and rojak ... nice sia ... haha ... today went to shoot bball wif johnson and han shen behind jurong west sec ... but it started to rain after awhile ... we went to 947 and play bball and hui ting was there and alot of old frenx ... haha ... i got to know three new frenx call felica, mango and one little cute ger but i dun know her name ... hmmm ... after han shen and johnson left, i stay behind and play 4 on 4 wif felica, mango and hui ting .... manage to win one and lose one ... but when we were playing, as all the eyes were on us as i involed all the three gers while playing ... haha ... after playing, felica accompany me to buy my dinner after tat she went back home, while i continue my journey back home ... haha ... ytd went out wif joyce ... it's was a fun day for me ... haha ... joyce took alot of pics of me which look so cool and handsome ... she even said i am handome ... so happy ... tml got to book in camp for area cleaning than book out again ... going to meet joyce for sushi buffet tml ... lookin forward to tml worx ... kekex ... pionner cup had been postpone till july le .... haix ... sad ah ... will update more ... ciaox ...

- contented wif my life now -

2008-05-27T22:32:00.000-07:00

I am so contented wif life now ... haha ... long time nv meet up wif mac le, ytd went to meet mac and had a long chat wif him ... haha ... kinda of sad, when i saw him walking wif a limp after he had his operation on his knee cap ... hmmm ... ytd i didn't went down to si mei to pei joyce play basketball, our dou niu yao bu yao as i had promise her ... haha .... so sweet of her, alway told me about dou niu yao bu yao lyric said by hebe and make me feel like i am mike he ... lolx ... i think too much le lahx ... haha ... ytd went to play bball wif joo, te, yong shen and yong shen's frenx ... kent join us after tat ... hmmm .... had a nice game there ... after reach home, bath le, chat wif her till 2 plus than i turn in ... haha ... later going swimming again ... hope it will stop raining ... hmmm

- Lose of direction -

2008-05-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hmmm ... today is sunday again, gonna book into camp again ... but everything is going to be over in 3 weeks time ... i am going to ord in june 18 ... wahaha ... can't wait for tat day to arrvie and get back my pink ic and dye my hair again ... i miss my pink ic ... pioneer cup is jus round the corner ... is jus going to less than on month before it start ... hmmm ... ytd went training at colour court ... after tat went to had dinner at pioneer mall, walk to jp wif kent and jess, as jess need to take a cab home ... after jess went home, i and kent sit under my block and chat about alot of stuff, till we lose track... when we look at the time, it's aready 3 a.m in the morning ... haha ... time reali files, 2 years jus flew by in a blink of eyes ... hmmm ... i am going swimming... will update again ... ciaox ...

- tired day -

2008-05-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

today i had a reali eventful but tired day, hmmm ... i slp at 3.30 a.m ytd and wake up in the after noon 1 p.m and went swimming at jurong west sports hall wif han sheng and kent to do some water therapist and after tat went to lazy pool to relax ... haha ... had a fun day there, had nice chat wif han sheng oso ... long time nv had such a gd chat wif him le, since alot of things had been happening between us ... but jus let bygone be bygone ... he is a nice frenx after all ... he is enlisting into ns in june ... i wish him all the best ... went to had our dinner at 651 after tat i went home to put my bag and process to je to meet jeremy and made our way down to sbc to watch tong whye vs chong yi ... is jus a sad story tat tong whye lose to chong yi ... stupid referee, so mani foul on tong whye dun wan to call ... wtf is he doing man ... feel like whacking him ... Fuck up lohx ... i had learn not to care about wad other said le ... one phrase from me to them, said all u wan, i dun even wish to waste my energy on ur and i dun give u damn about it ... Fuck off ... i had a tired day ... going to bath than go slp le ... nitex ... hav training tml oso ...

- Life is full of ups and down -

2008-05-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

It's has been a long time since i last updating blog ... i mux said a big thanks to lee mei who help me to make my blog back again ... xie xie ni ... Time files, i am jus going to ord in 2 weeks time, and i went to three country in my ns journey ... haha ... namely india, austrialla and taiwan ... i jus come back from taiwan not long ago, but when went i touch down sg, something veri sad happen to me ... haix ... i shall not mention it anymore ... i will let bygone be bygone bahx ... but it has left a scar in my heart which will take a long time to heal before i will go on to another relationship ... all i can said is wo bu hou hui wo zhen ai guo ... lifes still have to go on, ytd i went to play bball but turn to be a veri unhappy game ... i was in a veri bad temper because of something ... but after thinking, i should control my temper and no point getting angry over little things ... after the game, went to makan at 651, after tat went home, bath and meet johnson, alvin and alvin's gf and went to farmmart for prawning ... hmmm ... i didn't prawn but jus went there to relax and catch back some realli good memoriex, i use to have there ... talk to alvin about relationship things and he did told me about his past ... he is a veri gd frenx after all ... we took 172 back to jp and they process to hav their breakfast at jp while i went home and slp, knock out till 5 p.m than wake up ... after went down for training and was late for it, when i reach they aready finish traning so we went to colour court to play bball instead ... after bball, as usual went to pionner mall to hav our dinner ... walk back home wif kent and had a long chat wif him ... later on going swimming ...

I am reali happy to know two gd frenx, they are wei te and joo (ping ping) ... they had been trying to cheer me up whenever i am down, talk to me about life and whenever i had any problem, i will alway talk to them ... wei te had been veri nice to me, alway teaching me more about bball although sometime i admit i am veri stubborn, he had been alway veri patience wif me ... they are now enjoying at batam, i wish they had a enoyable trip there and i am looking forward to see them back on monday ... thanks alot joo and wei te ... =)

This year will be alot of matches for me to play .... but i am looking forward to pionner cup which is next month ... reali hope, i will be able to play well ... about bball, i think i know wad i reali wan le ... jus wish me all the best bahx ... i am turning in now le ... will update more tml nitex ...